It seems to happen every break... where you're fooled by an impossibly glorious span of 3 week vacation time. Somehow time bends and folds and slowly creeps forward while simultaneously springing to an end faster than i can bat my eyelashes (which probably isn't that impressive since i can't bat them at all really...) I can't even really remember what it was that I did either.. though I must have done something because here we are and it's already Jan 3..
But I digress.
As I was saying, all of a sudden it's back to school in less than 48 hours and I'm starting to freak out just a little bit. Naturally at the beginning of break I felt I had an infinite amount of time to look for jobs, to work on CN, to sew teko and hapi... Of all that, I think i accomplished about 30% of what I had wanted to... epic fail x200. My efforts at looking for a job were depressing and pretty much spirit crushing. CN has been put on hold, and I've sewn so much I just want to drop kick my fucking sewing machine out the window. Whoever designed hapi coats needs to burn in hell; Cand, I completely forgot how awful it was to sew all that nonsense. UGH.
In a few days, I will be back at UCLA, and I will be near crushed to death with the weight of everything that I decided to take on for this year. Sometimes I wonder why I always try to do so much. I know I'll be able to do it, but I can't help but think I might be masochistic in a way. Honestly. CN and New Staff. Job Hunting (EVIL!) Graduating... DAHHH ....... and.... ..... errr.... SO i completely lost track of the whole point of this post, but I guess the main idea is that I'm losing the intoxicating happiness associated with the holidays and finally coming back down to earth, only to realize everything is probably going to implode in T-minus 48 hours.
Splendid.
PS. Cand I have been watching dramas non-stop all break. I LOVE COFFEE PRINCE!!! :D and Hana Yori Dango.
PSS. Megan I read that whole Twilight series (I am embarassed and hang my head in shame)... but I sort of liked it. o_O Cand, you like dramas, I think you should read them too!
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haha last I talked to you, you had finished those hapis, so YAY YOU, you totally rock the hapi making world. I agree, they are a pain, but great job.
and don't worry, hang in there. I know its always easier said than done but you decided to take it all on in the first place for a reason - it's because you love what you do. and trust me, just know that you'll look forward to it all post-college and realize every single stressful and happy moment was so worth it. :)
if you ever need to talk you know i'm just a phone call or email away. OWN THAT SHIT ness, it's what you do best. obviously.
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