I HATE MY NEIGHBORS D:<

OMFG. it is 3.30am and they are fucking playing the loudest shit ever. they started like an hour ago. WTF. WTF WTF WTF. it is FREAKING 3.30 IN THE GOD DAMN MORNING!!!!!!


ARE YOU SERIOUS!?!?!?!?!? DIE. die die die die die. ughhhhhh

PS YOU SUCK AT SINGING!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!

shaking fists of eternal rage

UGGGGGGH. i just feel so fucking frustrated today. i just got my grade back from a midterm and i feel like i have hit an academic wall. like literally, ran into it headlong and busted my head open.

my god.

i don't feel like its really related to CN either.. i have restrategized more than once about how to take on my classes this quarter and i'm still getting freaking raped on all my assignments and tests. UGH!!!! Like attempt one i just ran straight into the wall. attempt two was going to hella office hours and trying to sneakily climb over the wall, but i still failed.

UGH. time to RESTRATEGIZEEEEEEEE!!!!!

lol i'm just ranting because i am mad. i also hate people in my class. like hearing their voices and the things they say actually causes me like physical pain. YOU ARE NOT THAT SMART. TALKING DOES NOT MAKE YOU SEEM SMARTER. SHUT THE HELL UP.

SKLD:GJSIOTUASLEKTJALETKJLASETKJSDLGJET.

that's all.

blessed

Now, I'm not a religious person by all means, buuuuut I do have to say that despite all that I feel particularly blessed today.

I am exhausted from 2 half day rehearsals, and I know everybody else is too.. and yet, i still have friends that ask me if they can do anything to help, even though they are just as tired as i am, have midterms, homework... =] it just makes me feel so warm and happy inside. and so supported too.

i think that's been really important for me right now; as stressed out and frazzled as i am, i feel better after spending time with friends, going out to korean bbq, having a kickback.. it feels good. and i know i am doing alright.

we still have 2 weeks, and it's going to be a very long (but short!) 2 weeks indeed...