If only I was a real happy dancing robot...

Thursday, April 2, 2009

good advice to live by.

"its also good you guys arent rushing into anything because that tends to lead to doom"

short, sweet, simple and to the point. haha

Thursday, March 26, 2009

well that just made my day

Toshi

so yeah i just wanted to

let u know

that i appriciate everything you do for us

:):)

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This is just about the cutest message ever. it made me so happy, and I actually got quite a few of these regarding ski trip and it makes me feel really warm and fuzzy inside. like all the time i spend on NSU doesn't go to waste, and makes other people happy. AHHHHH satisfaction. ^_^

Sunday, March 15, 2009

you're my exception

I just saw the movie He's Just Not That Into You. I had heard it was a cute movie, and I started watching it, not really sure what to expect. I thought maybe a romantic comedy or something. Yes, there were funny parts, but it was such a true and real story about these women, these men, and their love lives or lack there of.

Everything is always so much more complicated than you think it is. It was such an interesting movie, and I cried like 3 times. From happiness, from sadness. I really recommend you watch it.

It doesn't tell you that a fairy tale prince is waiting for you. It doesn't tell you that all men are douche bags. It just tells you to believe and hope, and I thought the frank honesty... that sometimes it works out, and sometimes it doesn't... was so refreshing. It makes you feel so much more positive about whatever may or may not be happening.

Yay. =]

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Life.

Well isn't that just kick you in the crotch spit on your neck fantastic.

I won't go into deeper detail, but no it wasn't that bad. I just feel a little sad and blue is all.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

I HATE MY NEIGHBORS D:<

OMFG. it is 3.30am and they are fucking playing the loudest shit ever. they started like an hour ago. WTF. WTF WTF WTF. it is FREAKING 3.30 IN THE GOD DAMN MORNING!!!!!!


ARE YOU SERIOUS!?!?!?!?!? DIE. die die die die die. ughhhhhh

PS YOU SUCK AT SINGING!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!

Friday, February 13, 2009

shaking fists of eternal rage

UGGGGGGH. i just feel so fucking frustrated today. i just got my grade back from a midterm and i feel like i have hit an academic wall. like literally, ran into it headlong and busted my head open.

my god.

i don't feel like its really related to CN either.. i have restrategized more than once about how to take on my classes this quarter and i'm still getting freaking raped on all my assignments and tests. UGH!!!! Like attempt one i just ran straight into the wall. attempt two was going to hella office hours and trying to sneakily climb over the wall, but i still failed.

UGH. time to RESTRATEGIZEEEEEEEE!!!!!

lol i'm just ranting because i am mad. i also hate people in my class. like hearing their voices and the things they say actually causes me like physical pain. YOU ARE NOT THAT SMART. TALKING DOES NOT MAKE YOU SEEM SMARTER. SHUT THE HELL UP.

SKLD:GJSIOTUASLEKTJALETKJLASETKJSDLGJET.

that's all.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

blessed

Now, I'm not a religious person by all means, buuuuut I do have to say that despite all that I feel particularly blessed today.

I am exhausted from 2 half day rehearsals, and I know everybody else is too.. and yet, i still have friends that ask me if they can do anything to help, even though they are just as tired as i am, have midterms, homework... =] it just makes me feel so warm and happy inside. and so supported too.

i think that's been really important for me right now; as stressed out and frazzled as i am, i feel better after spending time with friends, going out to korean bbq, having a kickback.. it feels good. and i know i am doing alright.

we still have 2 weeks, and it's going to be a very long (but short!) 2 weeks indeed...